LOVE

I just had a thought and I really really felt like writing it down. I mean I don't know who might read this. But I thought would be nice to share my thoughts hihi

Love isn't about having the same hobbies/interests with the one that we love. 

It isn't about being someone else or liking his/her likes to impress 'em or to make sure he/she sees you. 

Love isn't about sex. 

Love isn't about being perfect in front of your partner. 

Love is about being yourself. 

Love is about respect. 

Love is when there is many expressions to express and emotions to emote. 

Eventually love will never has its own meaning. 

Love is Love.

So I was just thinking. The meaning of love comes from the state of someone's mind and how they think. It depends on their choice because they are their own individual and they actually can control how they feel by changing their thinking towards something.

Cinta/Perasaan ni bukan jenis yg kita boleh buat main. Bukan untuk suka suka bagi harapan kat org lain lepastu tinggalkan dia. Bukan jenis yg kita boleh buat acuh tak acuh kesah tak kesah *it's the same kan? haha but this is about my thoughts on love. What about yours?

p/s lawa tak aku buat post ni acach warna warni? kekononnya highlight point hahah

EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE

I AM TRYING TO HOLD ON THESE WORDS. let see for how long. HEART, PLEASE BE STRONG. PLEASE STAY. PLEASE UNDERSTAND. PLEASE BE PATIENT. PLEASE DON'T JUMP INTO ANY CONCLUSION, ANY ASSUMPTION. I KNOW IT HURTS A LOT BUT HEART, PLEASE.... TAK LAMA. SEKEJAP JE. I PROMISE YOU HEART. BUT HEART, IF YOU CAN'T DO IT, LETS PRETEND THAT YOU CAN. WE HAVE NO CHOICE. WE HAVE TO LIVE OUR LIFE. LOVE AND BE LOVED.

100 days

January 10th 2013. genap 100 hari arwah fydo and shafiq pergi tinggalkan kita semua. dorang dah makin jauh dari kita semua dah. doa je yg mampu kitorang kirim untuk korang berdua. semoga tenang dan amanlah korang berdua di sana ameen.... al Fatihah. kitorang semua rindu sangat kat korang berdua :(

brother, i miss you.

lepas subuh pagi tadi tidur (contoh tak baik haha) then mimpi hang. hang pakai baju warna biru dengan cap hang tu. happy dapat jumpa hang. tak ingat kita borak apa then i went to the toilet. keluar dari toilet je tengok hang dah takda. tetiba dapat text dari hang 'jangan sedih farah bila aku takda, aku selalu ada dengan hang' then i cried lepastu terjaga. walaupun tu semua mimpi mainan tidur, kite gembira, dapat jumpa hang, tengok hang. miss you brother.. 

moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dari Nya. ameen... Al-fatihah

I'M NOT LIKE YOU

the title says it all.

be strong wani gedik :)

haritu i got a text from wani. nak type apa yg dia tulis panjang tapi apa yg dia text tu mengisahkan yg dia tak boleh nak lupakan syauqi, dia sedih and stuffs. korang tau lah kan mcm mana perasaan org yg putus cinta? siapa yg pernah lalui mesti dia faham, siapa yg bercinta, mesti dia dapat rasa :)

i ve tried everything to cool her down but, i know first of all i'm not in her shoes. but i ve tried my best biar dia rasa sejuk sikit. aku pun taktau nak nasihat mcm mana sebenarnya sebab aku tak pernah lalui. aku dengan mirul pun alhamdulillah takde pape, so aku tak dapat nak bayangkan betapa sakitnya kalau perkara tu terjadi dekat aku *minta dijauhkan ameen.


lepastu dia ada text lagi. dua hari leas kot tak ingat haha dia cerita lagi pasal syauqi. truth be told, aku hanya mampu bagi nasihat tanpa berfikir yg dia mampu ke tak untuk buat semua tu. tapi aku harap dia cuba. siapa nak tolong kau lagi wani kalau bukan diri kau? kalau kau mintak nasihat pakar cinta pun *waaahh ada ke? haha pokok pangkalnya semua terpulang pada diri kau. kitorang #TeamKawanKawanSweet akan cuba untuk ada dengan kau selalu. insyaAllah :') kau jangan sedih sedih lagi tau wani gedik? senyum macam ni :D hihi and btw i found this on tumblr if i'm not mistaken. may this help babehh :)

kalau hati kita tak mampu nak bertahan, sedih kian merundum hati, pulang lah kita kepada yg Maha Pencipta. Dia yg mewujudkan perasaan dalam hati kita. Dia yg menentukan qada' dan qadar. mengadulah dekat Dia wani. He said 'Call upon Me and i'll respond to you' . minta kat Dia supaya dia dapat bagi kau kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ni :) 

i'm phobia with sudden changes :'(

'tu lah tanda dia nak pergi, dia jauh dari hang, gaduh teruk dgn hang' he hs changed. arwah fydo. banyak perubahan dekat dia this sem. sudden changed. idk why. but now dah terjawab. so sekarang ni aku nak bagitau yg aku phobia gila dgn perubahan dekat someone tak kisah laa family ke kawan ke mirul ke. aku takut. aku macamm... entah lah. aku banyak fikir, tak tenang, risau. so, aku mintak maaf laa kat semua kalau korang terasa yg sometimes aku ni over worried ke apa. sorry sangat. bukan ada niat nak buat korang takut cuma mcm tajuk aku kat atas tu, 'i'm phobia with sudden change' i love you guys. lets don't make things happen twice. as we already know, it takes time. plenty of time :'(